~心靈的花園~

Thursday, June 20, 2002

Hope and Peace

thx buddies ^^ for your notes, your support, your prayers....
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my situation is not too bad, don't worry...
i'm just trying... to understand myself better...
yes... we can't stay in bluish mood -- for too long...
but i also learn not to escape too soon,
for i know that "grow" occurs only when we face the darkest side in life, and in ourselves...
(caution: "grow" won't occur as well sometimes even when we face it, coz sometimes, we just really can't help ourselves... we need to seek help from others and from above, so as to overcome the wounds...)
i have to admit that i feel bad partly because my thesis is not very good... but i know that there's sth more behind... i'm challenging myself against the very basic human dimensions -- somethings that i notice to be my weakness for years...
well, i haven't spent much time on the proposal presentation again last night, and probably won't today too... i just keep on reading (completed a leisure book last night!!!!! =P), playing piano, singing hymns, and praying.... i'm not giving up the defense... just that i know, what i need to prepare most is my heart and my mind instead... let the Spirit enters me like a breeze....
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remember in songs of fellowship...
My life is in You Lord
My strength is in You Lord
My HOPE is in You Lord
in You, it's in You

The peace He gives unto me,
it's a peace that the world cannot give
it's a peace that the world cannot understand
peace to know, peace to live,
The peace He gives unto me...

p.s.1 just kinda regret, why don't i arrange the defense in the morning? then i can watch England Vs Brazil la!!! >_<
p.s.2 coz staying in CU for the whole week, typing chinese is too inconvenient la.. please bear with my english entries and notes =P

by jojoju at 1:00 AM |