~心靈的花園~

Tuesday, June 18, 2002

Moody...

Feeling moody today...
perhaps just get bored with the thesis and powerpoint,
perhaps just get too stressed out,
perhaps just... moody...
so, today... is very unproductive...
only worked in the morning...
visited mom in the afternoon...
and farewell a churchmate in the evening...
missed the brothers and sisters so much...
hope that i can enjoy the fellowship with them again soon...
well... do people normally think more when they are moody?
many stories intrude into my mind...
real stories... real life stories...
with blood and flesh...
with laughter and tears...
suddenly felt like at a loss...
and wish so much that i can understand all these...
mysteries of living, and of life...
but at the time i made the wish to understand all,
i realize at once,
that it just exactly reveals a naive me...
and in a crowd I chuckled...
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anyway... a new day begins...
i should "shut down" the freakish me... and "turn on" the rational engine again...
Add oil in tmr mock presentation, ok?! =P
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p.s. my mother finished the little surgery this morning, and is fine... the report will come out about a week later, hope that the problem will not be too serious...
thx for all your prayers and blessings indeed... ^_^

by jojoju at 12:59 AM |