~心靈的花園~

Saturday, January 15, 2005

消失

2004年消失在悲慘的漆黑中

光線還來不及射進2005

一顆心已跌進海洋的深處

都消失了

Sunday, October 31, 2004

看罷sheta的日記
終於決定
為心裏糾纏了好一段日子的矛盾
來個了斷

原本以為時間會給我力量
但好幾次當我企圖再進入這片心靈的花園時
心碎刺痛了我
手沉甸甸的就是想哭
結果一個字都沒有記下
只有獨個兒伏在鍵盤前低泣

回憶脆弱嗎?
其實脆弱的是人
當你正受傷淌淚的時候
別以為世上會難過的獨你一人
我們都是刺蝟
保護自己的時候
可會想到自己也刺傷了別人？

何苦呢?

網路的世界從來就不受好評
真實的世界也不見得好受
哪兒可找著屬於自己的一片天？

今晚
我要告別這個開懇了四年的花園
雖然充滿不捨但若不嘗試讓它過去的話
難道要繼續為這荒謬的心痛而斷送將來嗎?

我真的希望可以重新開始

Labels: 成長的路, 我手寫我心

Monday, October 04, 2004

Journey

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide

It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to youTo you

Labels: 憑歌寄意